My Madness...my Home....

Sparrabeth Kiss by ~Melanneniel on deviantART


this one was kinda my first sparrabeth fanart...so yeah......I think jack's head is a liitle bit too big lol
anywayz....I Just LOOOOVE them kissing.....and sparrabeth was always meant to be...

I stole it fromgeekmama =D

From Happiness to sadness......
From Joy to crappyness -...lol

Well...yesterday was a beautiful day, full with love and cheer.....it was my cousin's wedding..... ^^
and I cried like a crazy, but they were tears of happiness ....I love Carol....she's AWESOME ...

And also my grandma gave me the rest of the cards I got from my TP girls... :D

Anyway..... today seemed it was gonna be a calm day...
It started quite good, cuz I finally got to see Avatar book3 chapter 13: The Fire Bending Masters--and it was cool btw, I love Zuko and Aang together ^^ --- oh!, and I also read another wonderful chapter of my new favorite fic "Beyond the Far Horizon" from salr323

                     Good Lord Sal's amazing! I love her writing, and I remember other fic I read that she wrote too, "Aftermath"..ah yes, that one...

Anyway...now you wonder wtf happened then?
Well, my dad got kinda....not nice.....he started to...well, say stupid things and hurt everyone's feelings, specially my mom’s...and then he said it was all our fault  and blah blah blah, well I don’t have to repeat them again, there's no need for that, jeez not....


You know. I’m sick of this......it's like my family is falling apart....we're getting weak......difficult times lie ahead....
and we NEED to be together and stronger than evah...... but it seems things are not gonna be like that...

 

 

CAN'T Concentrate!!

I gotta a huge test tomorrow.....and I havent been able to study as it should.......

I cant stop thinking of you!! sucker!

I NEED to get a good grade tomorrow...so I think I wont sleep tonight.... **sigh**

Has anyone ver seen the Avatar? the legend of aang??

crap, I love that show......xxD

Add that to list of reasons why I cant concentrate!!! ¬¬


and YOU, listen to me...
I like you......very very very much........and I hope what you TOLD ME.....all of those beautiful things you said to me....ARE TRUE...

cant WAIT TO TALK TO YOU!!!

we gotta set things clear...

anywaay.......
gotta go to study....

GOD!!!
Everything seemed so wonderful....the boy I like told me he likes me.....I've had a good time this month.....the end of the year is coming, and I'm excited about college and stuff.......but what happened? My mom and Dad sai the we're moving on decemeber.....WHYYY!!!!!!??????!?!?!?!?!

Oh god.....my world fell apart.......

I wanna remember this summer.......but without the people I love....it's gonna be hard....

C'mon!
I'm 18!!! DAMMIT!!!! I can do what ever I want....right?
and if I want to......I can stay....spend this summer with my friends and....they boy I like....
Everything is turning so......blah! ¬¬


Crap, next week is.....NOVEMBER.
The year is almost gone, and all the wonderful things are happening RIGHT NOW,......when there's almost NO time left.....


I DONT WANNA LEAVE ON DECEMBER!!!!!!

I'll miss everything, everyone.......

I've lived here since I was 5......I've almost spent my whole life here in this fucking little town....

All the memories seem...so far away....

And YOU!
yeah, you know who you are....
"I dont wanna be into you If you dont treat me teh right way....
See I can only start seeing you If you can make my heart feel safe..."

Hello, finally...do we know each other???
ha..maybe we do....i hope we do..no wait, i dont care, cuz if i dont know u I'd like to get to meet u :D
geez, i think i need a cup of coffee....